Friday, December 17, 2010

Webcomic special? yea sure why not!

Throughout the past few years I have had a sort of fluctuating interest in little things called WEBCOMICS. For many they can be useless generic boring, what have you. My interest was resparked again recently in the form of a few comics, one violent and hilarious, another with a downright odd storyline involving magic and shit, and the last one being diabetes inducingly high levels of pure adorable.

we'll begin with the adorable "Luv Peaches" by the extremely talented Miu. For those reading this ( if any one reads this at all) Miu is an artist, who is most well known for the furry porn he draws... I discovered him when an odd little picture of Sweeny Todd wound up in my email inbox. ( i'd post the picture but i think having one picture by him could be enough to get me a banhammer so i will be conservative with it).

Anywho... to those accquainted with Miu's stylings, this comic(from a content rating standpoint) is rather mellow. There doesnt seem to be any indication of anything perverted potentially happening. But miu being.... miu, you never know what will happen.
 you can read luv peaches here http://www.luvpeaches.com/




Next up we have the "sci fi" action comedy, Blade kitten, by Space Captain Steve.

I myself don't know much about its origins or the artist but the story itself is pretty damn good. It doesn't drag its feet, and the art is phenomenal. It even managed to spawn a video game(which might I add is a pretty damned good game). The series builds it's own universe, and continues to grow and expand. If given time it could become as big as if not bigger than Penny Arcade, or CAD. I won't give anything away on what it is about.... you'll just have to read it for yourself at http://bladekitten.com/








Finally we have Flipside.... by a guy who's name i seem to have forgotten. Well... anywho. The first few chapters can be pretty raunchy, but past that it mellows out and just kinda becomes violent.... but that is ok as the violence advances the story nicely. It can be dark, it can be sad, it can be a high fantasy comedy of magic, sex, and a dude who has no fucking clue what he is doing. The art constantly improves as the chapters roll on, and the story manages to stay consistent and readable.

An odd fact... the currently running 27 chapters available.... are not the whole story... infact the artist did a whole 26 chapters which he refers to as "Book 0"

flipside can be read here http://www.flipsidecomics.com/





Now that that whole mess is out of the way, the last thing I will say is, I really hope these comics don't become like megatokyo for me. I used to love megatokyo.... and still kinda do, but it eventually grew to the point that it just drags on and on and on. I really hope all 3 of these comics hold up in the long run. So now that I am finished with this stupid post no one will read, I will end it with one word

 FUCK!


your psychotic blogging friend,
~naithan~

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Wikileaks controversy and why it pertains to you!

The internet is a wonderful thing. You can find almost anything you want, and usually fairly easily. The government aims to change that at the drop of a hat.


Wikileaks is a site built on the basis of freedom of speech and freedom of information. The government believes said website is abusing these basic human rights and claiming the site threatens national security by spreading the truth. What people need is truth, and not force-fed bullshit from the government. Not to say I am anti-governmental. There are things we could only accomplish with a useable government... Sadly the opposite of progress seems to be congress.

I think what people can't do themselves they rely on 100 or so idiots in five-hundred dollar suits to do. I guess it's sort of a "we have no money, we can't do shit, you assholes do it" mentality. So right away we throw away our ability to think and do as we are told by some asshole with a bad comb over.
This is really disturbing that we have such a tendency to follow the random asshole sitting in the throne. Where the hell is our instinct? Why can't we have our own minds? We abide by their rules when they are breaking them mindlessly. Where is our justice? Where is our protection that they over spend on for themselves?

Who are these men to tell us what to do when they don't even do their own work properly? I mean, as much as everyone tears up the president, he is doing something the last guy didn't do, TRY.

I'm not saying anarchy is the way to go. My statement is far from that. I'm saying we need competence ruling our country. we need our freedoms back. I don't know about you but I want to be able to say what I want without fear of persecution. Well this blog has escaped it's original purpose so time to come back to that.

We need our ability to speak freely back, but seeing how things are run I don't see that happening. They kill the revolutionary, silence the free speaker, and brainwash the free thinker. I want my freedom back. It's time for congress to change something for the better.





The opposite of pro is con
The opposite of progress is congress

Perhaps it's time we took a good hard look at our leaders and judge their ability to actually LEAD.


Your ever cynical and politically incorrect friend
~Naithan~

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Someone finally heard my plea!

I bloody fucking HATE this tablet war we've entered between iOs and Android. one is the same OS powering millions of crappy smartphones everywhere, just scaled up a little for a 7 inch or higher screen. The other is like owning a giant iPod touch. What happened to actual tablet PC's? we've had the technology for years, only now is it seeing mass use on a horribly watered down scale.

THANKFULLY, some company decided to put a REAL OS on one of things, well a special one of these things, a DUAL SCREEN TABLET, kinda like a massively scaled up and highly more sophisticated Nintendo DS. Shockingly this innovation came from one company I never give much thought to.... Acer. Now if Apple or HP, or Dell, or any other computer company were to do this I would have just said it was a logical move and nodded as though it never happened, but seeing as it is ACER, my hat is off to them. i mean, this is essentially a dual touch screen laptop, i think it's fucking awesome, especially for me being a sort of armchair graphic artist( new banner for this blog as soon as i get GIMP reinstalled).

This is the exact thing i've been looking for some company to do, a dual screen tablet, and so far i'm praying for the best on this one as this is something that in my own opinion should do really well. But as has been proven time and time again, my opinion means nothing. atleast some company is stepping up to the plate and at least offering a touch screen with windows.... COME ON APPLE!! I WANT A DUAL SCREEN AIR!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

random albums you probably never bought because mainstream radio has it's hand up your ass like a puppet!

Well i got a nice list of albums and bands you may not give 2 shits about....

starting off the list
(artist/"album name")
Scale the Summit/ "Carving Desert canyons"
a skillful mix of progressive and mainstream instrumental rock that shows serious skill on all fronts.

Transatlantic/"The Whirlwind"
A super group consisting of members of Dream Theater, Spock's Beard, marillion, and The Flower Kings. the album itself is recorded as one 72 minutes song, so, once you pop that CD in be prepared to sit down and listen to this wonderful album that pays tribute to the prog rock greats.... BE PREPARED to sit through the whole thing

Julien-K/ "Death to Analog"
consisting of former members of the band orgy, Julien-k is a electro rock group which completely abandons the mainstream so that it may be more about the great music, and less about some sweaty bald guy promoting them...

Dream Theater/ "Black Clouds and Silver Linings"
a powerhouse performance by dream theater, consisting of 6 songs that total in at around 70 minutes..... or if you are like me and got the 3 disc version the 2nd disc is 6 cover songs, and the 3rd disc is instrumental mixes of the first disc.....


The Jelly Jam/ "2"
A perfect mix of progressive and mainstream with some major feeling behind it all. it doesnt hurt that it is also a supergroup composed of kings x, dixie dregs, and dream theater members






my reasoning behind this post is that so much great music goes unappreciated thanks to the likes of Lady GaGa and Ke$ha who worry about style over substance.... I'm a guy who want's his music to come from somewhere other than some rich bastard's "by the book" approach to music, which is why i enjoy these musical standouts, and why you should give them a chance!


thanks for reading

Monday, November 15, 2010

bullshit bullshit bullshit

So, ever since Mike Portnoy split from Dream Theater there has been an almost unhealthy amount of fans freaking out about it(blaming Transatlantic and A7X). Really, these things happen, the man needed a break, get over it. I'm not saying I like it too much either, but I love Dream Theater, and Avenged Sevenfold enough that I am wholeheartedly interested in where they will go next... And I respect Mike Portnoy enough that I will continue to follow what he does.

Really though, people are incessantly stupid enough to keep bitching and bitching about this. Yes, this is a big change for Mike, for DT, and for DT fans. GET OVER IT


that's all i have to say for now... i need sleep

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Stickam streaming.....

just gonna be streaming my dad's band practing as a sort of test shoot.....

THE PLAYER IS ON THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

The whole california ban trial...

Now I find it hilarious that they are still trying to tell us what we can and can't play on our collective PS3's and Wii's. Now it is also rather irritating that I could potentially be arrested for owning Grand Theft Auto, or Manhunt. Especially since "the governator", who was in some of the most violent movies EVER, is backing this entire movement. You can imagine that I am rather PISSED OFF.


The whole root of the problem is bad parenting really. Parents who offer no help in making a child differentiate VIRTUAL from REALITY, obviously have no business having children. Following that there are "mentally challenged" people, who play the game and something clicks in their brain, telling the poor dumb bastard that killing people is allright. The final bit, stems from the first bit. Kids who use "grand theft auto taught me that" as an excuse for committing a crime. Again this stems from bad parenting.

Now i'm not saying that videogames don't have practical applications....
Gran Turismo 4 and 5 both essentially taught me how to drive, or atleast, gave me a good enough handle on the wheel that I am a rather astute driver

Rockband 2, essentially taught me how to drum. well more like it gave me a head start on the instrument so when i picked up the sticks i wasnt totally lost behind the kit

back to the topic at hand...

In order to make a stronger case, the groups against videogames, threw up footage of Postal 2.... which is an ultraviolent, bloody, gorey, offensive game, that will make a horrible statement. It is honestly a step backwards in america's collective intelligence. I mean it really sucks that as a gamer, I may have to step up as a politician, merely to protect my ability to play games....

Really, when you have a violent kid who has never played video games, then introduce video games, then he does something drastic... what do you blame? you blame the parents for allowing it to happen.



I'm so DAMNED SICK OF ALL OF THIS!!! Honestly this whole case sickens me.... but thankfully within the next 24 hours it will all be over..... if it really goes against my own ability to game.... then i guess i will just have to go postal too(see what i did there?.... no? oh.... well.... go back and read the blog again and maybe you'll see it)

Sunday, October 31, 2010

commercials...

child fund:
Now.... i really don't want to sound like an insensitive asshole about this, but these commercials are making me rather angry nowadays.... the most recent one strikes a rather.... PISSED OFF tone and tries to guilt you into it. Now, believe me, I'm all for helping those in need, but there comes a point when the comercials become redundant.

iRenew:
A bracelet that suddenly turns you into a cat? Well.... um... i actually tried one at the local mall and i can say it is bullshit...

Power Gig: rise of the 6 string:
I said i was skeptical at first with that game... and after seeing actual gameplay..... i can safely say I was right..... The game looks bland, the controllers are retarded,, and the tracklist kind....really sucks.

Uglu
I don't buy it for a second... let's face it, no kind of tape can work like that... These promoters think we are stupid or something(which most of america is)

i know this was negative..... but i'm not talking about last night until i have a video to add to the post.... yay

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Rockband 3 launch special: DLC we absolutely need!

Now for some time i have been waiting for some certain DLC from some of the greatest artists of all time... Sadly my cries and the cries of many other fans are going unheard. So I have compiled a list of bands, artists, groups(whatever you wanna call them!) that NEED to be featured in rockband as DLC sooner or later...

1. Led Zeppelin(now this is a no brainer.... most everyone would love to pound out the immigrant song or rock and roll)
2. Robin Trower ( often over looked, trower is one of the original guitar gods, and actually still puts out music today!)
3. YES(one of the original great Prog Rock bands, i can tell just about everyone would like to tear Roundabout a new one)
4. Emerson Lake and Palmer( the great Prog rock trio!  Karn Evil 9 would prove a great addition to rockband)
5. Frank Zappa ( Quite Possibly the greatest musical mind ever to live.... his career spans a massive 60+ albums, most of which receiving quite positive reviews... and let's face it, to play Peaches en Regalia would be a dream come true for many a fan)
6. more Dream theater( for many a dream theater fan like myself, simply having Panic Attack, and Constant motion, just is not enough.... i want more variety in my DT offerings, Prophets of War, These Walls, Wither, erotomania, etc)
7. Rainbow( with Dio of course, i don't know about you but the fact Long Live Rock 'n Roll hasnt been included yet is quite distressing)
8. Heart (ooh! barracuda!)
9. Foreigner( another no brainer)
10. Sugarloaf( ok mainly just Green Eyed Lady)
11. The Yardbirds ( their version of Train kept a Rollin will always be the best in my eyes)
12. more Rush( seeing 2112 in guitar hero makes me want La Villa Strangiatto in rockband)
13. Steve Vai( oh yes... steve.... possibly the greatest living guitarist... sure he has an ego... but he is allowed it simply because of his prowess)
14. more Joe Satriani ( satch boogie just wasnt enough of an ass kicking for me)
15. Edgar winter( FRANKENSTEIN!!!)
16. Ram Jam ( BLACK BETTY!)
17. aerosmith( i know we all want walk this way, and Toys in the Attic)
18. Golden Earring( oh yes... twilight zone(or bullet hits the bone... not sure)
19. Pantera ( I WANNA PLAY COWBOYS FROM HELL!)
20 Queensryche( jet city woman, Empire, queen of the ryche, the needle lies, Real world, Falling down... any of those would work well... i'm telling you...)

Everything in the blog is based on personal opinion.... This is all stuff i would love to see in the game.... and if i never do.... well... i will be disappointed... then probably move back on to DTXmania... and see how bad i fail... again... But you know, I do understand why Harmonix doesnt have the rights to use that music(dead band members, evil lawyers, etc). It sucks seeing all this great music go to waste.... well... if you got something to add throw it in down below in a comment... just no Scorpions, def leppard, or poison...

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Cheech and Chong

It is hard to find the words to describe Cheech and Chong without "FUCKING HILARIOUS" coming up. If seeing them live at the chicago theater is anything, that statement has never been more true. The skits were mostly rehashes with a bit of new material mixed in, and it worked fantastically. Me, Brandon, my father and uncle all went and laughed ourselves to tears. Chong's wife even did some rather Hilarious stand-up bits.

Overall i would give the whole night a 10 out of 10...


remember kids... GET IT LEGAL!!!


Thursday, October 21, 2010

Random sketchbook post

this is an older image from my 2010 sketchbook, but it isnt a bad one in my own opinion

Character featured is Niis copyrighted to.... well... Her player

Where has music gone wrong?

You know, I love music.... but I don't like hearing the same shit over and over. That is the same for a lot of people. I can tell you though the state of the music industry is frustrating. We see bands that get famous for no reason, or for aesthetic over musicality ( see kiss, lady gaga). In all honesty the music industry may have shared the same bullet as kurt kobain. Between the occasional Zepplin or Rush tune we have to sit through hours of over played 80's pop bullshit on the radio. Bands like the Scorpions really outstay their welcome after the 125th time you hear "hurricane" in a day.

What gives me hope is new bands coming out like Them Crooked Vultures. Bands that blend elements of new and old and create a tasteful and dare I say extremely enjoyable sound.... WE NEED MORE OF THESE!

The worst thing to happen to music in recent years.... Lady gaga and Justin bieber
Now they are marketable and that's where the appeal is in thhem which is why people dig into it so badly. Over manufactured, factory approved soundschemes where there is money to be had.... I'm telling you though, It isnt good.... Fuck the money, make music!

Your ever cynical music fan
~naithan

The furry rant...

In this rant I will name no names.... I may point fingers, but only at the empty corners in your room
*note, what i am talking about in this rant has to do with anthropomorphic animal characters, somewhat similar to... say, Goofy.... atleast in concept.... by definition Anthropomorphic means Human shaped. so essentially most furries associate through anthropomorphic animal characters, again, similar in concept to what is shown below(picture belongs to MIU* I think his name is micheal vega or something*)(( if anyone knows him, and sees this, could you let him no and get back to me on whether or not it is cool that i have this up here? if it's not cool i'll take it right down))


((OK SO the image wasnt cool to post... .SORRY GUYS!))


(the characters Peaches(bottom) Cream(couch) and jam( the red one) all belong to MIU)

Furries, essentially for many it's either "love it or hate it". Now i love the artistic freedom to be as willy-nilly as you like without being tied down by preconceived notions of how your "character", or in the case of this rant "fursona" should look. It's a vexing state considering there is no real reason behind truly hating furries and all they stand for. But that's probably the appeal. By hating the different kid you immediately classify yourself as the "cool kid". Then again I tend to see the world differently from others. I care not for appearance, but if they are someone fun to hang out with, hell, i'll hang out with schitzoids.

This brings me to the next part on this rant...

It bothers me when people refer to furries as "furfags" or insults of a similar meaning. It's no different from calling a black man a n***** in this day and age. Discrimination, that's all it is, all it boils down to, and really it's "stupid white redneck motherfuckers" that always discriminate. I don't enjoy being negative, but when it comes to this, when i find out an old friend of mine who was a furry was murdered, and when i find out just how ignorant america is... I have to let it out...

probably the biggest thing that gives furries their bad reputation is the porn.... now, of course almost all of it is either drawn or painted. What ruins it for everyone though are those that choose to have sex whilst wearing fur suits. It leaves a bad taste in people's mouths and for whatever reason causes PETA to classify them as sexual deviants(isnt that nice?).

People are affraid of what's different, and i can see why, they want nothing to come along that will challenge their set way of life.

Anywho, if ya read it, thank you, and if you feel like yelling at me, saying i'm wrong, calling me a limp dick furfagfucker, or any other combination of rude words, please send them in triplicate( well written please) to naitmiz@live.com


*random side note*
a small list of notable furry characters:
Roxicat
ZigZag
Hossifer
Rio
sabrina
caramel-kitteh

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Rockband 3, DJ hero 2, and guitar hero 25(my thoughts)

Nowadays it's easy to almost instantly write off just about any music game coming out. However I will tell you why these 3 games matter.

Rockband 3:
Now, rockband was good, rockband 2 was better.... and the 3 small spinoffs were pretty ok as well. But Harmonix, ever intent on breaking their own mold, Found a way to further improve the game, keyboard, and REAL GUITAR(don't forget pro drums). Throw in 3 part vocal harmonies, and your whole family, and neighbors will have a hell of a good time playing Bohemian rhapsody. add drop in drop out multiplayer, and a sprinkling of more awesome stuff, and you got what may be the best music game ever!
verdict: Buy!

DJ hero 2
When the first DJ hero game came out me and my brother were both on the fence about it, wondering what to do about it. we didnt buy it.... however we did play it extensively at best buy.( i was hooked instantly.... brandon is just now coming around what with DJ hero 2 out). to me the improvements are readily apparant ( and Deadmou5 looks amazing in the game). Much to my surprise, and personal dismay, We both had fun playing a lady gaga/deadmou5 mix. we suck horribly, but with him on hard and me on expert i still inexplicably win....
verdict: Buy!

guitar hero 6:
Now i could pass this off as just another guitar hero game.... and really..... it just kinda is.... save for one of the best track listings to date, and improved graphics, (and the rather un needed story mode) and rush's 2112!(that's an improvement on it's own) , it shares a lot of paralell songs with rockband.... and kinda expectedly, rockband did it all better
verdict: buy for 2112 and the exclusive megadeth tune.... that's about it

:sidenote: powergig, rise of the six string:
it kinda goes without saying that this game will flop.... they try something different.... but i can say it will not work.... especially for drummers, we need something we can actually hit..... not just swing madly in the air...
that doesnt mean i won't try it. but i know, just like rock revolution, it will flop horribly

one more sidenote.... if you don't know what rock revolution is.... basically.... take a japanese developer, credited with essentially creating music games... .and watch them fuck up BAD

Monday, October 18, 2010

AAURGH GOOD GAMES COMING OUT TOO MANY AT ONCE!

A list of games i must argue with myself over from october, to january
1. Gran Turismo 5.
2 need for speed hot pursuit
3 Rockband 3
4. Call of duty Black Ops
5. Medal of Honor
6 Test Drive Unlimited 2
7 Epic mickey
8 Donkey Kong Country Returns
9 Sonic Colors
10 Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm 2

I know at first glance people are gonna complain "Why no Fable? Why no halo? y0u $+up!d NUB!
the simple reply to this is.... .I DO NOT OWN AN XBOX, NOR DO I WANT ONE..

Next, there are probably other games that slipped my mind.... THIS IS JUST 10 OF THE GAMES I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO

Gran Turismo tops the list for the obvious reason that it is gran turismo....
Need For speed comes in second because i really hope they make this one good
rockband is a no brainer.... CALL OF DUTY however.... that was a difficult choice.... i freaking hated modern warfare 2. but seeing as the treyarch developed CoD's were my favorite ones this one shouldnt disappoint. Medal Of Honor really needed a return to form, and the new one more than does that.... and the rest i don't feel like talking about

Jackass 3D review

Today I had the pleasure of viewing Jackass 3D. I will say any and all positive hype about the movie is right on the money. Essentially it is an extra long Jackass episode, but that does not detract from the overall experience one bit.

NOW it is a safe statement that some of the movie was not infact shot in 3D.... which from a cost standpoint is understandable. But really the 3D is used only where it is needed.... which is almost everywhere. 3D or not the movie is quite enjoyable. BEWARE!!! this is not a kids movie by any stretch... .any parents of young children are advised to avoid this movie, lest you scar them for life

overall the movie is crass, unintelligent, disgusting, and the damn funniest thing to come out all year.... i highly reccommend it!

Friday, October 15, 2010

hoo boy!

This one is gonna be short.

One word.... FUCK!!!

What do you fucking want from me?

Fine.... i'm back after a long abandonment of this account... due to lazyness and trying out webs and stuff.... so here i am, back again and posting news and stuff.... first off.... today is the anniversary of my cousin's death... i would go on a tear about how bad it fucked me up, but i think my idiot cousin sarina did that into the ground.

Next, the 17th is my brother's birthday, we both plan on seeing jackass 3D.... aside from that, nothing much else

somewhere inbetween my dad's new band Dreamz will be playing a few shows.

also, if you are looking for a quick laugh mixed in with almost inappropriately adorable art, make sure you check out the Lucky Star manga... i have the first 3 volumes and i must say the jokes are all very very witty and well written.....

this coming monday i'll probably do a good news post

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Transatlantic

SOOOoooo....
I recently went to see the band transatlantic live and believe me it was a phenominal show
they played their latest album "the whirlwind" in it's entirety
72 minutes of amazing music, followed by a short intermission, then another hour and a half of more great music.... AND!!!..... it was mike portnoy's birthday

Monday, March 15, 2010

final fantasy XIII

       Where do i begin? Final fantasy XIII(13 for the idiot that doesnt know roman numerals), the latest entry in the main final fantasy series, in my opinion, is a masterpiece, just like XII(12) and X(10) before it. it centers around 5 main characters( as far as i know so far) lightning, sahz, hope, vanille, and snow. the story throws you right into the part where the shit has hit the fan and it's your job to clean it off the wall. The game throws you around between characters alot, making some of it a REAL PAIN IN THE ASS. but otherwise it is the most accessible final fantasy game ever made, that said it is still difficult as all hell, but still easy enough to not turn off newcomers immediately, so far i am in love with everything, top notch voice acting, amazing visuals,and the sound track... OOH I LOVE THE BATTLE MUSIC!! that aside, the game is rather linear so far.... i'm still in coccoon though so what the hell do i know. i'll post more as i get farther

Sunday, March 7, 2010

WARNING!!!! HOAX ALERT!!!

SO!!! i recently almost fell victim to a lovely little hoax named Vista Antivirus 2010....

if you get this on your computer run a virus scan with your preexisting software and restart.... trust me..... it is bad

Saturday, February 27, 2010

I Hate music nowadays

       SO i got in my car, turned on the loop, one of my favorite stations, and guess what i heard... NICKELBACK!!! OH MY GOD FUCKING CHAD KROGER!!! * cuts self* oh god this fucking musical desert known as indiana is pissing me the hell off. I miss the days of turning on the radio and hearing Yes, queensryche, Led Zeppelin, hendrix, you know the deal. i am getting sick of all of this Bubble gum commercial bullshit they play on all the good stations because it is marketable.

* sighs* well i have another station, Xrock, they play the good shit
not the shitty shit
the REAL shit
now alls i need is a progressive rock station and i'll shit bricks.....

now that i made myself clear i am happy with myself and glad to get that all out of my system...

tata for now

Friday, February 26, 2010

Whee prog rock!

oh lawdy! i dun gots me a new magazeen! Redneckness aside i got this sampler cd in a prog rock magazine and it is amazing! the opening track especially blew me away, overture/whirlwind by trans atlantic, HOLY SHIT

also... i started the .hack// another birth series...the very first chapter nearly made me cry... here lemme type part of it out for you

        darkness surrounded me, except for the light of the blood red moon. Something tickled my feet. I looked down to see crimson rose petals. Suddenly, the floral scent strangled me. I struggled to move, to breathe, to escape. I was alone in the wilderness. Then I saw her.
       She stood on a distant hillside, her silhouette outlined by the eerie moonlight. I moved toward her, but my body felt sluggish, weighed down. Still, I dragged my feet, inch by miserable inch. I had to talk to her.
       I drew closer. I could see her hair swaying in the wind. She stood with her back to me. Slowly her details were revealed in the crimson moonlight. She wore an evening dress made of silk but it was tattered and torn. Her arms and legs were covered with wounds. Even so, she was still really beautiful.
       I finally stood close enough to touch her. I extended my hand to tap her shoulder, but as I did, a sudden gust of wind scattered a tornado of rose petals through the air. She slowly turned toward me. Blood streaked tears ran down her face.
       I tried to speak, to scream, but no sound escaped my throat as I found myself staring at my own frightening mirror image.

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as you can see this book so far has really fucked me up bad XD


well tata for now

Sunday, February 21, 2010

ALSO!!!

i just got Star Ocean: the last hope international.... for PS3 and i'm loving it, an RPG that i actually like that was released in recent memory, that's kinda absurd.... especially with how much i hated the game fallout 3( a supposed RPG apparantly.... well it sucked balls...)

as for other great games, i still havent beaten bayonetta..... the insane difficulty is keeping me held down against the floor and brutally ass raping me while i cry mercy....

and in a month.... FINAL FANTASY XIII and GRAN TURISMO 5!!!


more to come later..... or not....

ciao

fuck!

turns out my computer fucked up the encoding on those videos, so i replaced them with a couple of practice videos i did...... game on!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

new vids up on youtube

http://www.youtube.com/user/sakishiyaMusic GO CHECK THEM OUT

flirtin with disaster
diary of jane improv run(suck)

Why the hell not?

SO I'VE DECIDED TO CREATE A BLOGGER ACCOUNT! Not like anyone cares or anything

BUT here i will post new updates about products i create for IMVU and other things i do on furaffinity and deviantart..... game on